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Holy Spirit.

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Hello all.
I hope you are all having a great week, at least the start of it.
I’m going to talk about the Holy Spirit today. It is often thought as the lesser of the Trinity. God, Jesus and the Holy Spirit. My Grandma used to tell me about the holy spirit when I was a kid. It was along with just offer bad things up and also to go with prayer before bed.
I was a kid and didn’t understand it yet. It wasn’t until I was a Franciscan and met someone that truly taught me about the Holy Spirit. She would tell us about the Holy Spirit and what it could do.


Now I ask for help from the Holy Spirit when something big is going to happen. It’s usually if I speak in front of a crowd or if I have to do something important. Sometimes before meetings I will ask help from the Holy Spirit to run the meeting well and Earlier in June I went to a retreat and had to read a bible reading and on the way up I asked the Holy Spirit to not screw it up or mumble as I usually do. The older I get the more I am able to understand. I have been praying a lot to do well in Spiritual Assistant class. It is something I take very seriously and don’t want to screw it up and and also I want to really grow as a Catholic, Franciscan and a person. So I will keep praying to the Holy Spirit to do Gods will and to un harden my heart. I pray to the Holy Spirit that I listen for Gods will and I ask the same for everyone.


Doing my real job today.

color book
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Hello all.
As I have said in the past. A good chunk of my day is not design related. It’s fulfilling orders. Which i don’t mind but it’s design I love.
Well my boss came to me a few days ago and said he had a idea for an ad.
And it would have multiple versions of the ad. So he told me what he wanted. It was something i could really get sink my teeth into. I could pick fonts and all. He wanted to make old time wanted posters for this ad. It would be an insert for orders being sent out. So looked for cool font’s and worked on Photoshop to get the pictures right. After I thought i was done I printed it and brought it to him. He said to move the picture up a little so you can see it when it’s folded. I did that and he had me print a hundred or so. I was finally really happy working on and printing this project. Then he came to me the next day and gave me another. Well it’s Friday and we have four of them already and are not stopping yet.

We also received a large influx of products for me to take pictures of and to Photoshop. Work is good and stuff is coming in. I think we had 5 to 10 products for me to work on. Monday will be working on order fulfillment. We are only open on weekdays so people order online and we have to get them ready to go. So at least I have Tuesday to look forward to. I can’t wait for Tuesday and I can’t wait for more projects.

Walmart my first black Friday.

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Hello everyone i will give a little bit more to my Walmart story.
So i got through a good chunk of training on Saturday when my department manager comes and asks if she could help her with some things. She wanted me to help her put back returns. After someone returns something at Walmart it gets put behind the customer service area and start of the day someone from every department has to go there and pick things up. And since it was just before black Friday and everyone else was busy preparing she had to us do it. She said it would show me where things are so i could help out on black Friday.

We did that and she was correct by the time we were done i knew where most things were. At least the areas where the major things went. The one thing i was not ready for was the time i was going to be on my feet. After a couple days there my feet were so soar i could barely walk. After lunch i would get up and someone would ask if i was OK. I told them i just started and they nodded and said get a good pair of shoes. One person told me exactly what shoes are better for being on your feet all day. But sadly they were out of my budget because i haven’t gotten paid yet so i had no budget. I waddled out and did my job. after the rush ended my manager took me aside and introduced me to the rest of the team. There were a couple people that were there a long time. But most were there a year or less. I liked them all and most of us got along really well. Things were going OK and then it was Thanksgiving day. Nobody gets Thanksgiving day off at Walmart. To my surprise they actually had turkey and potatoes and such for the people that worked there. So i come in ready for the big day. My manager comes to me and tells me my main job will be telling people where things are. So my hours were 11:00am to like 10:00 pm. I was working overtime today. Things started well there were not a ton of people yet and the sale didn’t start till 5:00 or 6:00 pm.

At about 12:00 o’clock people were getting antsy. And not everyone knew where everything was going to be at. The big deals would be in the aisles and were wrapped. We had a few gentlemen that were very smart and brought camp chairs and sat in front of the 60 inch TV that was going on sale at 10:00 pm. They have been there since before noon and of course were first in line. I had a late lunch at around 2:00 pm and had turkey, mashed potatoes and all the works. By the time i got out and hour later it was starting to get more busy. People were in lines for the sale and the maps of where all the sales were came out. I love the fact that some electronics were in grocery by the milk. Makes no sense but hey what could happen. At about 3:00 pm security came. We have a couple police officers for the front of store and some very old or very out of shape people for the rest. After they walked in I was thinking even i could deal with most of these folks and I’m short and not in shape. Then the doors opened for the sale. I thought it was odd that we stayed open before but if you were getting black Friday sale items you had to wait out side or if you came super early like the guys with the chairs you were good. They came in like a wave of water. Most seemed to run for electronics. I was showing people where thing were and i had a map of where everything was. About six o’clock my manager came to me and asked to open the photo register because all cash registers up fronts lines were almost to electronics already. I told here i have not been trained on registers yet, so she had another employee go with me and train me during Black Friday/ Thanksgiving sales. I was going as fast as i can but i was new to the register. People started to get mad, some at me some at my boss that she would put a new employee in that position. I was just happy to have a job. But luckily it was time to check out and go home. I survived my first Thanksgiving and pre Black Friday. But I had to come back at 11:00 am the next day. I should get to that some day soon.

World of Walmart

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Photo by David Clarke on Unsplash

Hello all.
Here is just a small tale of my time at Walmart.
After I graduated from school I had no more unemployment.
I didn’t even have a day or so extra. So when graduated I had to hit theround running. I applied to many jobs and sent out many resume’s. I almost got a job at Best buy in the Geek Squad. I had 2 interviews and thought I was close, but I didn’t get it. So i was at my lowest and it was almost Thanksgiving when I got a call from Walmart. I had an interview a day or two later. I went to the interview desperate to take anything so i can pay the bills and maybe feel a bit better about myself. Not having a job was bad, I really was worried.

At the interview i was 15 minutes early just so i can look at the area i wanted to work in. I walked around the whole electronics area when someone came and called my name. It was the department manager of electronics.
During the whole interview I was thinking thank God I’m a geek. And that I keep up with the electronics trends and tech. I answered all her questions and i thought I had a shot. After the interview she asked me if I could stick around. Of course I said could stay as long as needed.
She went in the back room and came back a minute later with another person. The assistant manager.She asked me if i would be willing to have another interview and I said no problem. So I had another interview and it went better than the last, because she asked more specific tech questions and I told her I was a geek. And it helped that she recognized me because i was a customer there and much of it was in electronics. After the interview she actually told me i had it but i needed to start soon. Because they wanted me for black Friday.
Since I was broke i said i could start anytime they wanted me, but she said I needed to pass a drug test first. I asked her if i could take it soon and she actually made an appointment for the place they had the text taken the next morning. So I left there happy saying I am so happy to working with them soon. So the next morning I took the test and knew i had passed because i don’t even drink and certainly wouldn’t do drugs.

Later that day I called Walmart to see if the results were in and they said it would be the next afternoon. So i called the next afternoon and that i passed and would asked if i could start orientation soon. I told her whenever she want’s I’m available. I was told there would be an orientation the day after tomorrow, which was a Thursday. So on Thursday morning i showed up for the orientation. It was a long day. From 8:00 am till 4:00 pm. I learned more than i thought i would.
After the meeting all the assistant managers came in and got us in groups of departments. I was the only one in electronics. So she took me to that area of the store and showed me around and told me that she wanted to start on Saturday if possible. I told her no problem and she said she wanted me to know where everything is because thanksgiving was next week, and she wanted me to help out on black Friday.

I said OK, no problem. She told me i had some more training to go through, but that it would be on the computer. Our Walmart had about six computers in our HR area for training. So my Walmart career was just starting and I didn’t know what was in store for me.

My worst nightmare

forest in black and white
Photo by Andrew Neel on Unsplash

Hello all.
I will tell you about my worst nightmare and that it came true.
In late 2009 I was working a great corporate job. Good wages, decent benefits and great people. In 2009 I had been working there for twenty two years and things were going well. I was working afternoons, 3:00pm to 11:30pm. And going to school during the day for graphic design. My plan was once i graduate i would transfer over to the web design department which i already knew a couple people there because my school had me and a few others shadow people there. Everything was great during the day of shadowing. I told them I already worked there just in the next building and that i was hoping to move over soon.

Then a couple months pass and a week or so before Thanksgiving my worst nightmare came true. I found out me and most of my group and about 100 to 200 others would lose our jobs. Our group worked together for about 20 years i was in the group for 14 years. We did nothing wrong they were just outsourcing several departments work to another country. We were given a couple months to look for jobs internally, which was not a whole lot. This shook me to my core. I had this job since i was 19 and i was now 41 and about to be looking for a job.
A buddy and were planning to go on a cruise that summer, so that was canceled immediately. I became depressed and in a bit of shock. But most of us were. I had my new job goal in sight and making it happen and then this happens. It was like a punch to the gut.They told us our last day would be January 30th 2010. Which would be the day when the company launched a new product and had a big party.

From Thanksgiving to the last day we had special meetings, seminars and town hall meetings to go to. All about getting another job and getting signed up for unemployment. That was scary. In 20 plus years of working i have never had to be on unemployment. The last day was as sad as we all expected.We all came in and worked as usual but at lunch time there was a big party launching a new product. Seeing so many people happy and having a good time while hundreds of us were so sad was odd.I went to the party to pick up my free food and went back to my cubicle. That day and the whole period of time from when we found out to the last day really stressed me and also my faith.
I prayed more than usual and after my last day i went to church more and was just in a state of shock. Now my job was to go to school and graduate with two AAS degrees and find a job as quickly as possible.
I thought the worst had already happened but i didn’t know what the future had in store for me.

This is not the job you were looking for.

graphic design books
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When i graduated school with my design degrees I really was hoping that i would get a job at an agency or something similar. Reality then smacked me in the face. I would look into certain jobs and they were always looking for someone with a BA or something in design and looking for someone with 3-5 years experience. So before I got my first design job I worked at Walmart for a year and a half or so while I was looking for other jobs. I was not happy at Walmart at all. Little pay for lots of work and also they kept expecting true loyalty without really earning it. But this isn’t about Walmart, that will happen sooner than later. When I was working at Walmart I sent in portfolios, resumes and applications. I received the typical email’s saying your not what were looking for. I was bummed out and felt a bit defeated but I have a great family that told me not to give up and keep going no matter what.

After what seemed like forever my dad told me a place he shops at was looking for a graphic designer. I sent in my resume with a link to my website/ online portfolio. Luckily enough I got an interview. My father knew right where it was so he drove me there. At this interview I met my future boss’s. It’s a real mom and pop shop. During the interview i was super nervous but a great guy once told me energy is everything. So even though I was nervous I made it look like I was excited, which I was. They asked me the typical questions and then some that are not so typical but were poignant to the job.
Luckily I got the job and it payed much more that my Walmart job. I immediately took it, But now i had another problem.

It was at least fifty miles one way.. I would have at least an hour commute on way. but i invested in Audible and I had satellite radio so i was good with stuff to listen to on the way to work.
After a couple months i had the way to work and back so entrenched in my head that i could do it if i was half asleep.
The place i work is very small, as in less than twenty people work here and three of them are owners.
So after I had the job for about 4-6 months I bought a old used Toyota Yaris that gets 40 miles a gallon. I like the job but love the people that I work with.Great people but a bad commute. I have 3-5 parts to my job. Number one was photograph all products that come into the store.
I then Photoshop them for the website. The third and worst is I have to fill orders that come in. But i’m like, I’m a designer not order fulfillment. But I can’t feel to bad even the owners fill orders.
I may not have the job I thought I wanted but I have a decent job that pays most of the bills. Plus I am gaining experience in case I need to go elsewhere. Maybe someday I will move up but I won’t find another place like this where if I have a question i go directly to the owner and get a real answer.

Meh Monday

garden
Garden

Hello all.
Well that weekend went fast, it was fun while it lasted though.
Saturday was an odd day because i didn’t play pathfinder. I thought i signed up but didn’t, so all games were full.So i sat at home and played minecraft with with my nephew and his friend. I love games that let me build things. I also was able to just chill out on the patio and drink lemonade and watch Netflix and YouTube and read.

After sitting around all day and night Saturday it was nice to wake up on Sunday and a couple things to do. I always go to early mass at 8:30am. Mostly because i am always up anyways and secondly it’s a nice way to start the day and then i have the whole day ahead of me.
Luckily Sunday afternoon i had a party to go to. There is a retreat center that i like to go to every once in awhile to go on retreat.
This party was a garden party the weather was a little steamy in the 90’s and humidity was a little high. but the gardens were so beautiful.
I even happen to run into a few Franciscans. I may have been out in the sun a bit to long but i had such a good time. When i got home I was glad to be in air conditioned house. I was so tired i was asleep by 9:00pm. I forget how much being outside takes it out of you. It doesn’t matter because i had so much fun.

So you can understand when i woke up this morning, I was thinking not another meh monday. Off to work i go.

Pathfinder Society

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Pathfinder Society

Hello Everyone.
Saturday for me is usually a Pathfinder day. I have a couple of gaming places within 15 miles from me and one plays Pathfinder every Saturday. I often play healers when i play role playing games. and my main healer is a level six dwarf life shaman. I have a really cool familiar raven named Poe. He speaks common. (English)

I like Pathfinder because it’s like playing an older version of D&D. I love creating my character, but i don’t like doing the math stuff I am not and never will be a math person. Luckily i have an a app on my ipad called hero lab and it does all the math for me.

Pathfinder Society is nice because you usually run modules for 3-4 hours, but every once in awhile they throw a bigger adventure your way. They might put in 2-3 modules at once and it might take 6 hours or more. Experience is easy to calculate in pathfinder usually on module is 1 exp. after three exp you level. So if you play the same character 3 times on the fourth the character will level. I love playing with different people because some people play good character some play evil. Me i try to play neutral or good.
Once you play you will get addicted. And you might want to play more than one module a day. At gaming conventions like GenCon and Con of the North you can play literally all day and most of the night.
Check out this website to look for a Pathfinder Society chapter near you. https://paizo.com/organizedplay

Car Show

car show, row of streetrods
car show

Hello All.

Friday’s are one of my favorite days of summer. Well usually because it’s Friday and it marks the end of the work week. But something cool happens on Fridays in the summer. A small town near me has a car show every Friday from June to September. It’s a bit like a car show and fair in one. The car show is for older cars from 70’s and before.
It just happens to take place in one of my favorite small towns and the show is down main street. First thing i do when i get there is park my chair under some shade and sit and watch cars for a few minutes.

After cooling off a bit i tend to stroll down the street looking at cars and taking some pictures. There are also a bunch of food trucks and other food vendors. So i get something good to eat. The bonus is i get to hang out with my father and some of our car club friends.
The spot we hang out at usually is the entrance to the show and we see a ton of cars and people. Fun is had by all. Remember all go low and stay slow.

Prayer Life

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I fumbled a bit on my prayer life this morning. Like most Franciscans i should be praying the liturgy of the hours. I try and do the morning prayer and night prayer. I’m not perfect so i forget now and then. I tend to forget night prayer because if i am tired i sometimes fall asleep before i start. But this morning i got up and i was watching YouTube for a bit and then one of the dogs wanted to go out earlier than usual. So i went to let the pooch out and hang out with him and totally forgot it. It happens right not big deal right. I think it’s a big deal, but i tend to put to much pressure on myself. It’s not something i like or am proud about but i missed my morning prayer and oddly enough i kinda miss it. Since i live in this great age of technology i do the liturgy of the hours differently than some. Most have 4 big books with several ribbons in them to tell you where to go and what to do. Me since I’m a geek i have an iPad app. It it called Divine Office. The app is really nice because i don’t have to just read my prayers there is audio to them all and i read and listen to them. so i make it as easy on myself and I still forget. I am not very good with formal type prayer like this. That’s why i use the app. I can listen and think. It’s harder for me to read, think and then make sure i don’t skip a part or forget where i was. I’m much better at prayer that i talk to him like he’s right here next to me.

Luckily God doesn’t need me to be perfect. He is always waiting and he is patient. Thank God.

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